the song of the season

ive been off and on sick the last few weeks..due to the cold weather…according to the nepalis. my feet have actu­ally gone into the always cold phase… owell. met a won­der­ful group of internationals(non nepali) that live close to me. in two weeks ive gone from daal bhat every­day to pizza and tan­doori chicken… they say theyve ruined me… i feel like ive been given a breather. I fin­ished lost highway(about Shangri la)… and real­ized that im here. not the Himalayas but the life im already liv­ing. the king­dom inside of me..inside of you. sen­sa­tional roller­coaster of chaos and order. gift and garbage. the para­dox of grow­ing older while becom­ing younger. Im sure that I will do many more things to laugh at my fool­ish ways in hind­sight but choos­ing to fol­low my heart will always bring me back to the joy I already know. the christ already risen. the cre­ative poetry of all cre­ation. my rela­tion­ships that mean more than the world to me.. they are the world and I am but a trav­eler on a voy­age.… watch­ing, lis­ten­ing, learn­ing, play­ing, risk­ing the trial ver­sion will work long enough for me to express some­thing sim­ply with what Ive been given. a song of grat­i­tude where the main melody is char­ity expressed through love.